| .the world your used to know. |
[Thu.04.13.06|02:28] |
i had a cocoon once
and all my love
my energy
was inside it
so u can imagine what it's like
to be outside
in the cold
where no happiness roams
and as i drift
i can see other cocoons
with other loves inside of them
and you can imagine what it's like
to feel alone
to be detached
from the world you know
from the world you used to know
.daniel.
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| .sweater. |
[Thu.12.08.05|02:56] |
i wear your sweater
because it's like
wrapping your skin
around me
the way you used to
closely
on the beach
in the shower
on the couch
in our bed
.daniel.
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| .i have secrets : dark ones. |
[Mon.08.09.04|00:01] |
you asked me once
'why do you not look at me'
and i didn't know what to say
but the truth is
i have secrets
dark ones
hidden deep in my eyes
and if you look hard enough
long enough
you can see them
grinning hungrily
waiting to come out
to destroy you
to destroy us
.daniel.
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| .energy vampires. |
[Fri.06.11.04|15:43] |
i can't see them
they dwell just beneath the surface
just beyond the reach of
my telescope eyes
you have to drag me
through the fire
to burn off the energy vampires
attached to my heart
drinking all the colours
bleeding me dry of emotion
.daniel.
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| .map of lights. |
[Tue.03.02.04|01:45] |
i throw myself
in to the stars
fumbling through
the map of lights
and swirling clouds
searching for my lost confessions
the forbidden words
that i once locked away
past the shadow walls
where all things are left unspoken
where my universe lies
.daniel.
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| .folded and refolded. |
[Sat.02.14.04|13:51] |
i feel like
a piece of paper
folded and refolded
too many times
with fraying edges
and words
fading at the creases
.daniel.
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| .magical breath. |
[Tue.01.27.04|22:43] |
i hide
in secret places
curled up
in beautiful dark corners
waiting for you
and your magical breath
to paint me with colours
.daniel.
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| .hollow. |
[Wed.01.07.04|00:07] |
i feel artificial
when i try to touch you
brushing against
your synthetic skin
is a plastic paradise
for us who are hollow
looking for someone
to fill the void
.daniel.
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| .his nature. |
[Mon.12.15.03|16:08] |
his nature
so devious
beautifully designed
to travel through me
knowing where to turn
which doors to open
poisoning me along the way
all under my skin
his intentions
fixed on the little boy
hiding
huddled scared
in the corner of my mind
the last bit of me
untouched
i watch him walk
slowly
across the room
the cold and darkness
follow his movements
he towers over me
grins with his eyes
offers his hand
and says
"don't worry,
daddy's goin' to make it
all better."
.daniel.
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| .drips : drips. |
[Tue.12.02.03|01:41] |
with a razor blade
my wrists are slit
up the arm
the blood
drips
the love
you poured in to me
runs dry
it
drips
still
.daniel.
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| .tunnel. |
[Tue.10.14.03|01:43] |
i fell in to it
landing in the bog
with it's dankness and odor
permeating
making me heavy
nailing me to the ground
and as i look up
out from my tunnel
the thing that plagues me
closes the mouth
darkness consumes me
and a chill races down my skin
my breath disappears before me
the light in my eyes
blow out
.daniel.
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| .seed. |
[Tue.10.07.03|00:26] |
everything
was poured in to it
packed in to a little seed
and dropped
in my hands
i watched it grow
vines spreading
all over my body
with it's roots
delving deep
down
down
down
to my core
how can this be?
is it possible?
is he here,
to stay?
.daniel.
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| .animal. |
[Tue.09.09.03|20:21] |
i have bodily desires
and i search them out
day
after
day
wanting to fill the hole
with all the rage
all the animal
all the raw
in me
.daniel.
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| .delicious. |
[Fri.08.22.03|00:53] |
| [ |
music |
| |
poems : tricky/bjork |
] |
it's funny how
u and i
understand
our spider's oblivion
it's bite is delicious
searing heat through the veins
filling us up
in all our shapes
taking what form it need
pushing us to the brink
.daniel.
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| .puddle of me. |
[Sun.07.20.03|14:54] |
| [ |
music |
| |
at last : etta james |
] |
i pealed it back for u
my skin
and u examined all my seams
pulled loose the threads
strand
after
strand
watching me fall in to pieces
on the floor
a puddle of me
after u
.danyul.
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| .dancing little fingers. |
[Sun.07.06.03|15:48] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 full |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
untitled # 5 : sigur ros |
] |
it travelled far
just for you
to peek inside your bubble
it sees you
standing in the middle
made of curious shapes
and magical colors
it trickles
down your spine
like dancing little fingers
it fills you up
feel it
trust it
.danyul.
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| .take a sip. |
[Mon.06.30.03|20:03] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 geeky |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
tear drop : massive attack |
] |
in my bed
we quench our thirst
arm in arm
we lay
with pupils fixed
i drink u up
trap u with closed eyes
i lean in
and from u're lips
i take a sip
slowly
softly
.danyul.
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| .marionette. |
[Sun.06.22.03|14:47] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 nostalgic |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
green onions : john lee hooker |
] |
marionette,
lick my strings
up and down
and drip u're tongue
on my back
glide it back and forth
plunge it
in my ear
and watch me convulse
feel me tremor
.danyul.
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| .contradiction. |
[Mon.06.16.03|22:56] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 crappy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
untangle : fourtet |
] |
u'd think that with me sitting on the beach, on a warm/hot sunny day, with surroundings full of vibrancy and vitality, would have me writing at least alittle positivity........nope:
i hope that i
can take them all
all my pretty pictures
so that i may put them
on my wall
and show them to my maker
.danyul.
i was like, "what the fuck?" i wrote other ones, but they're shitty, and dont' make sense.
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| .echos. |
[Wed.06.11.03|15:39] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 creative |
] |
| [ |
music |
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river become oceans : fourtet |
] |
u're voice
is muffled by doubt
and echos
noise that u make ur'self
all tangled in u're web
nothing will come
from prancing around
in subterfuge
clean u're windows
and open the door
ask already
ask already
.daniel.
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